9 of SWORDS
[upright]
case.1
Painful. You are overwhelmed with anxiety and fear and feel like your heart is about to collapse. It feels as if everything is closed in darkness. All you can do is blame yourself, wondering why, why, what went wrong, what you should have done, what you should do next, feeling guilty and frustrated. Hope you can forgive yourself after crying so hard.
[reversed]
case.1
Sleepless nights, sad nights, anxious nights, painful nights. During those nights, you desperately grab the key. You realize that fear is something you create. You realize that what scares you is a delusion without substance. There are nights when you cry because you are trapped by the darkness that rises from within, but as long as you believe that a peaceful morning will come, you will be fine.